

<< PMS >>
2005-03-03, 4:08 p.m.
i went to the chirpractor yesterday.
he asked me how i was doing.
i said, "Fine, except for my back. It hurts. And i've been having a hard time breathing. This morning on the train i couldn't catch my breath."
"Sounds like anxiety," he said. "Do you have any stress in your life"
"No."
"No?"
"No."
"Everybody has some stress in their life if they're living in new york city."
"I know. But honestly, aside from rushing around, and the fast pace, I don't really have any stress."
he didn't believe me.
i'm not sure i believed me either.
i walked out of there feeling better physically.
he worked me over good. i've never felt anything like it.
but when i got to greek class iw as extremely emotionally drained.
i honestly don't know what happened. could it be that all that energy being shifted around in my muscles and in every fiber of my body released something in me?
i was really spaced out. and felt depressed. and just wanted to go home, take a shower and relax.
when i got home adonis was happy to see me.
and i felt better. but something was eating away at me.
and i realized this morning what it is.
PMS.
(SIGH)
other than that, all is well here.
love rose

YESTERDAY - TODAY
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