the future and new furniture
2005-05-17, 3:33 p.m.
the dress didn't fit. i probably already told you that. so now i'm wearing an ivory skirt suit, something i will wear again for work. i got it from hmv. it's very pretty.
the "ceremony" will take three minutes.
i know this because the other greek couple, sophia and "a", were just married on friday.
adonis and i picked out furniture together. he pretty much leaves all the decisions up to me when it comes to decorating the place. which i love.
furniture arrives tonight. we're going to have living room furniture. we're going to split studio in half. one section will be sofa, love chair and coffee table with tv, the other our bedroom.
it's going to look so much better.
spent the weekend spring cleaning and rearranging the furniture we already have.
also new kitchen set arrives tomorrow.
going to a resort this weekend in Connecticut, with George and Helen, the couple who live upstairs. for $99 a night we get full breakfast, access to sauna, jacuzzi and indoor swimming pool. nearby there are trails to seven different wine vineyards.
things are going well with my new spot. i learn something new every day. the biggest lesson is how to deal with different personalities, something i'm not altogether unfamiliar with.
adonis cooked me dinner last night.
we were asleep by 10 o'clock.
what has happened to me. i'm in bed, exhausted by 10 o'clock every night? remember the days when i used to be up to 1, 2 in the morning writing d-land entries?
oh those were the days.
maybe the new living room furniture will keep us awake. then again, i've been known to fall asleep on sofas EASILY.
I told adonis, the other night, that i'm concerned we're going to get too comfortable with each other, start taking each other for granted, the passion will die, and one of us will end up hurting the other. i told him, "We must never take each other for granted, okay?"
He tells me i worry too much about everything. And to relax. Then he pinches my ass, or kisses my nose, or punches my arm lightly.
He didn't grow up with a sister.
I'm afraid to have kids. It wouldn't be the end of the world, for me, if we can't have them. If for some reason i'm sterile, or too old.
But for him it would be.
I just don't think I have it in me. It's enough to take care of the two of us.
Maybe if I were in a different position, financially, i would feel differently.
Who knows.
That's all for today. Nothing very exciting.
Love Rose
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