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stronger
2005-09-20, 4:03 p.m.
adonis agreed to counseling with father george, but he is terrified.
i can see it in his eyes.
he wouldn't eat dinner last night, and won't let me cook him breakfast or pack his lunch. he was also smoking last night, which he usually only does when we go out drinking.
he is a wreck.
he came home late last night, finished up work on a bathroom sink for a family who invited him to stay for dinner. i was a little sad that he didnt' come home until 11, and wouldn't let me cook dinner for him. it seemed to me right now he prefers not to be with me.
when he came home that night he didn't even kiss me. went straight for the shower. i asked him why no kisses. he said, "I'm dirty."
i considered the subtext then crawled back to bed and waited for him to lay beside me. when he did i laid in his arms. it is important that he know I am not pushing him away. he knows I know that he is lying. so if he knows I still love him, perhaps the truth will be easier for him.
won't know until this evening.
as far as i'm concerned, this meeting will either make or break this marriage.
i'm praying that it makes it......even stronger.
YESTERDAY - TOMORROW 
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