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second chances?
2005-09-16, 4:02 p.m.
my friend sherry told me Wednesday night that the reason she hasn't been calling or coming around for the past three weeks is because when she was at my house the last time, and I was out of the room, my husband goosed her ass with both his hands.
when confronted, adonis confessed immediately that it was true and began to weep. i have never seen him cry before.
"I feel like I a piece of shit. I am a piece of shit."
"Yes you are," i agreed. Taking pleasure in his tears.
"I feel like I killed somebody."
"It does feel like death," i agreed. "I don't know how I'll ever be able to trust you again."
he admits that he could never forgive me for something like that and the marriage would be over.
i am giving him a second chance.
i don't have to tell him how lucky he is.
but how I will ever be able to trust him again is beyond me.
and i can't help but feel that marrying him could be, perhaps, the biggest mistake i've ever made.
time will only tell.
my instinct tells me he would never cheat on me. but this feels like he cheated me and himself, of the love i had for him.
it will never be the same again.
YESTERDAY - TOMORROW 
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