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devastated
2005-09-19, 4:03 p.m.
the story darkens and deepens, so does the pain.
it turns out that the story sherry told is one adonis completely denies.
he thought he was admitting to another incident. one weeks before. we were going up the stairs, me, then sherry and behind sherry ...adonis.
he lightly slapped her ass.
i was aware of that incident, as i heard it and sensed it, but thought nothing of it because he had been joking around with her before in front of me like that. and she had never told me it made her uncomfortable. mind you i didn't like it. but i didn't want to make a big deal.
so the incident she was talking about, when she was bending over to put the leash on the dog......as far as he is concerned never happened.
swears to god.
would cut his dick off.
but here's the thing. sherry doesn't lie.
and the other thing is my gut tells me he is lying.
and his eyes too.
i have given him a few opportunities to come clean over the weekend. hoping he would let me move on in peace and be able to work on the trust part. i kept asking him if he was okay. i told him, "you're different, you seem sad, something is bothering you." and although he denied it, he didn't sound at all convincing. i told him, "If there is something else you want to tell me, you can. I want you to know that. You can tell me and I will forgive you. So please just tell me if there's something else."
but again, he denied it.
i'm a mess.
so i have called a meeting. and adonis has agreed to it. he has no choice. he must attend.
we will go together to see father george tomorrow night. he is the greek priest we met with months ago, before we got married.
adonis agreed to it, but reluctantly, and of course he wanted to know why.
simply put i told him, "Because we need to talk about what we've been through."
if my husband can lie to a priest, i can't trust him again.
but what if he completely blocked it out?
do you think it's possible?
i just don't know what to believe anymore.
i am devastated
YESTERDAY - TOMORROW 
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