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<< are you kidding me? >> The baby fell asleep in my arms while I was laying in the bed this morning and I was torn between letting him stay in this position or putting him down in his crib so I could get some "me" time in. I opted for some "me" time. But there really is nothing quite like the feeling of your baby sleeping peacefully in your arms. I started my gratitude journal today. After I finish there I'll start on my vision board - which will really be a vision book. My husband surprised me last night with corner shelves. I have been wanting shelves for a while now, so I was really delighted and appreciative. He cut and sized them at work, brought them home, asked me where I wanted him to install them, and within minutes I had shelves in my kitchen and bathroom. FANTASTIC! Between the air conditioner and the shelves I feel like I won the lottery. We also haven't had an argument in...what has it been....almost two weeks? Our sex life still needs to improve. Last night to show my appreciation for the a/c and corner shelves I offered him a blow job, but he told me he wasn't in the mood. Not in the mood for a blow job? Are you kidding me? "You mean to tell me that if a tall leggy blonde walked in the room right now and told you she wanted to suck your dick you wouldn't want it." He couldn't argue with that. I felt a little crushed. Is he no longer attracted to me? Am I not enough for him? The last time I gave him a blow job and I asked him what he was thinking about he told me another woman was sucking his cock while I watched. Sometimes this is a huge turn on to me, because between you and I, I kind of have the same fantasy only she and I also get it on a bit. Why can't I share this with my husband? Well for starters he knows my sexual history was not limited to men and made it clear to me that to him the idea of two women getting it on is not a turn on, that in fact it's "unnatural", so I never told him any of the sordid details, or that I was actually in love with and in a longterm relationship with a woman for some time. So I don't really mind his little fantasies that involve, him, me and another woman, I just I was doing a bit more than just watching!
rafael - 2008-07-02 20:35:05 |
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